Over the last 3 years between my laparoscopic surgery, at least 100 doctor appointments, hopped up on fertility meds and 4 failed iui's ... I found comfort in reading other infertility blogs, which has been a form of therapy for me. I was too scared to face my own blog...but with a HUGE push here I am sharing our roller coaster to baby story!!
As a little girl I always dreamed of being apart of the American dream...husband, dog, house with a white picket fence and a house full of happy, laughing, loud children. I can check all of those off except for the house full of babies...don't get me wrong there is nothing quiet about our house, but as each holiday and milestone passes I catch myself thinking and sometimes saying, "OUR kids should be here helping us...carve pumpkins, decorate the Christmas tree" and so on.
As I am so often told...everything happens for a reason; I truly want to believe this. Infertility has changed me and my thought process about a lot of things. I hope soon I am proven wrong! I am hopeful that our future will change soon :)
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